Confused and Lonely

I've been confused lately
Don't know where to turn
Who do I ask for permission?
To get some assistance

I'm lost, confused
I need help
I don't know what I'm doing
That's why I act out
I got to get somebody's attention

Or else ill go unnoticed
I just want to be apart of something
Just one of the gang
I wanna feel like I actually belong
Not just somebody lame

I'm lost, confused
I need help
I don't know what I'm doing
That's why I act out
I got to get somebody's attention

When I get left out
I start to feel lonely
No one will ever love me
I feel like people are ashamed of me
Why does everyone hate me

I'm lost, confused
I need help
I don't know what I'm doing
That's why I act out
I got to get somebody's attention

I've been ditch, abandoned, and left out
Does no one really care?
Are my friends really friends?  
Or are they getting ready to leave me
How do I know if I'm surrounded?
Or just by myself

I'm lost, confused
I need help
I don't know what I'm doing
That's why I act out
I got to get somebody's attention

Please someone tell me
What the hell's going on
No bodies around me
I'm all alone
I guess I was always
Left by myself



What's the point of living….
All by yourself
To never know the presence
of a true friend
it's so depressing
when you take it all in
how can you cope with this
In the end….?